But your labs look great!

A very quick update from the world of Caroline's bloodwork:

I had my appt with the rheumatologist to get the results of the 8 vials I recently gave them and according to my doctor, my "labs look great".

In doctor-speak, this means "Obviously there is something wrong with you because your eyes stopped producing tears, but your labwork says you are 100% fine, so we don't know why your eyes just gave up".

So while I currently cannot be given a clinical diagnosis of Sjogren's Syndrome or some other autoimmune disease, according to my doctor it is a watch-and-wait thing now. She says there is a distinct possibility that it will turn out I do have Sjogren's or even Lupus, but as of today neither can be confirmed. Follow up labs in 6 months.

In the meantime I am trying these new things called Lacriserts which look like little grains of rice, that you insert carefully below each eyeball and then they release gel-like substance up onto your eyeball throughout the day. It sure beats having to put eyedrops in every 20 minutes, but they are not easy to put in (they are TINY and if you drop them on the floor you can forget finding them again, plus they are no longer sterile! and the double vision makes putting mascara on hard enough, much less putting tiny rice things into my eyes!!) and they only last 6-8 hours so I usually need 2 sets.

I am trying to be patient but some days I just want to rip my eyes out of my head they hurt so badly from the dryness. Usually I reach the point at night where it hurts too much to keep them open and Chris and I "watch" TV together and he tells me the funny visual things I am missing while I listen.

The good news is that it is the end of March...and my last MS relapse was in mid-late November, which means I have gone 4 months without a relapse! Which after 2008 is a new record! haha
I just know the Copaxone is going to be the right choice for me. Feeling hopeful that it is working makes having to do injections every day a little easier :-) Though I did tell my doctor I was giving myself my birthday off from injections: my present to myself! Everyone needs at least one "mental health" day a year.

This saturday was our second annual Shoe Spraying Party for Team Wearing Red Shoes. I am so excited. We have a really big team this year and I know it is going to be a great walk with so many of my favorite people there and wearing their red shoes! It is not too late to join us:
http://main.nationalmssociety.org/goto/carolinekulinski

Cmon, you know you wanna put on those red shoes ;-)